Now you see him, now you don't!

Always on the move, run, skip jump, hop , roll around........every day I thank god for giving me this healthy gorgeous baby boy!
He is now a little person, able to look at me from the corner of his eye slyly when he knows I am admonishing him for something naughty that he has done.....Joy of joys!

But! He still has his milk 12midnite when he goes to bed, 3am, 6am, 8am............where does it all go to.......

MAMYPOKO!

he he he!

Mama jinxed it.....she told you guys...so this morning I got up at 5am and asked for milk!!!!!! Ha hahahahahahaha ha!

Love,

Andre.

I slept thru' the night!

On the 23rd of September 2006, when I became 2 years and ten days old.....I decided to give Mama a break....I took three bottles of milk before I went to bed at midnight and slept right till to 7am the next morning before i jabbed Mama in the eye again for my milk milk!

Mama was so happy, but she kept quiet and did not tell anyone, in case she jinxed it and I started to cry again for my 3am 5am 7am feeds....kekekekekeke!

I also slept till 7am on Sunday.....today is Monday the 25th of Sept.......Mama is wondering if I will continue to behave........???????

Me eyes still hurt!

Its been 2 months and since June I have been plagued with these swollen red painful eyes. This is my third attack, sigh.......boo hoo hoo!..............

My toddling milestones.

At 21 months - I threw my pacifier at Mama and refused to suck on it ever again.
At 22 months - I finally decided to put Mama out of her misery and I finally said this out loud "Mama!" Man you should have seen her smile.....like she struck lottery!......Now she may be a bit irritated with me coz my new vocab only consist of MAmamamamaamammammama.............mamamamaamamamammamama..............and mama! Hehehehe!

Me eyes hurt!

I had such a great time last week! Ma ma let me start swimming lessons with Ko Ko Ming in the pool. I swam with Ko Ko Ming and Aunt Bella on Monday and Tuesday. Then had playgroup in the pool again on Wednesday. It rained Thursday so I stayed home. Then I swam again on Friday yay!

Now look at me...boo hoo.....my eyes bengkak, Ma Ma took me to Doctor on Saturday, Dr. Kuljit said I may be allergic to the chlorine in the water hence I have been banned form the pool this whole week. Sigh!

Just when you are having fun........ouch....my eyes hurt...rub* rub*

Mama pain...itchy..............can I go swim next week?

This is one of my favourite photos and will always be one photograph forever etched in my heart, moreso now than ever.

On February 13th 2006, the day my little boy Andre turned 17 months, my dearest Daddy passed away. No words can describe how I feel at this moment, it's been two weeks and yet, I still cannot grasp the fact that never again will I hear my Daddy's voice calling me, never again will he hold my hand and kiss it like he always does, never again will I be able to manja and run to him with my stories of a bad day.

And most of all, the hardest thing for me to except is the fact that I did not have a chance to say goodbye, one last goodbye. He left so suddenly without warning, now I truly understand what people mean when they wish they could turn back the clock, if only.......

Was I a good daughter? Was I a loving daughter? Did he know that I loved him so? Is he watching over me from up above?

He did not wait for Andre to call him "Kong Kong!" Andre will have a void in his life where a funny and loving Grandpa should have been. My Daddy loved him so, so much. And yet, Andre is still too young to have a lasting memory of my Dad, Grandpa Roy will only be someone in a photograph for him, someone he remembers vaguely in his subconcious maybe......

So Daddy, I have no way of speaking to you except here and every moment and every night when I pray that you are now at peace, no more suffering from dialysis, no more worries. Just rest in peace and watch over us from above.

Know that we love you with all our hearts and we miss you a lot. And I hope that someday we will meet again...till then.....I love you Daddy, I always will.